Normal?
NW on Aug 14th 2008
Dear Steph,
It’s been so log since I’ve touched a pen to a sheet of paper with the intention of expression. I haven’t written any poems or short stories for about a year now. What’s worse, is that I simply haven’t the inspiration for one lately. Have I lost my will to write? Last night, finding my self unable to sleep, I picked up a pen and my notebook…. and as moonlight shined through my windows and unto my bed… these words appeared on the page:
***
come back to me
wipe these tears away
how I long to hear
your thundering voice
come back to me
put a smile on my face
my body awaits
your sweet embrace
com back to me
hold my in your arms
tell me “It’s going to be okay”
come back to me
heal the wounds of time
mend this broken heart
come back to me
and never leave again
come back to me
come back
***
I think something is wrong with me, but I just can’t put my finger on it. I’ve decided to keep a journal again, and force my self to write in it everyday. If nothing, simply to document my trivial life. I need to continue writing, if a lose my passion… what is there left? I must not allow this miserable existence to crush my dreams and hopes, with out them- I am nothing.
Sincerely,
NW
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